I really hate the poverty spirit that rules my life. I can't do anything without seeing my lack in the midst. For instance today, is Sunday. I slept in till noon, woke up with nothing really pressing to do today. So I played on Facebook for a while and then hoped on over to blogspot to see how everyone is doing these days.
One of my friends is blogging about all the things she's thankful for: husband, kids, family that doesn't have drama, etc. And I sit there tearing up asking myself "when will i get to write a blog like that?" Call the waaaaa-mbulance. Yes I do want those things and more, but I've got a good life and I should be grateful. On FB we are doing 30 days of grateful and it's been hard. I didn't realize how hard it is to find something to be grateful for each day. That's just sad.
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I'm grateful for your honesty. I have the family; husband, great kids. I live a good life and I still have days that I feel sorry for myself. I love this about you Jill; you are so relatable.
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