dreams pt 2

Ok, so today is officially Tuesday. Last Wednesday, I, after much debate, quit my job at Tascosa. I'll be ok for a while. I've got some money from the exchange student gig and another student loan disbersement that I can live off of. It's not ideal, but quite frankly, neither was going back there.

Oddly enough, I've started dreaming again.

Dream #1:Mandy Mansker Hunt and I went on a month long trip to England. We had so much fun. There were two cute boys, and one of them flirted with me but his friend was a jerk. The one that flirted with me eventually got caught checking Mandy out on a few occasions. When it was time for us to leave our airplane had mechanical failure, so we had to stay in England another week, all expenses paid by the airlines. When we got back to America, Mandy's family was there to greet us. Mandy had a brown paper bag with flowers, wine and french bread. I had two pez dispensers for souvenirs. I was so disappointed about being home that I sat down and cried in the airport.

Dream #2: I was at my parents house when I was visited by my ex sister-in-law, who brought Bonnie Raitt to give me an antique Pez Dispenser (that was broken). (Never in my life have I dreamed of Pez dispensers, much less two dreams in one week. I think the collecting has taken a turn for the dark side!)

Then last night, I had a dream that was more or less a conversation with God. We were arguing over atonement. All I really remember is there was a big mountain of sorts, and he said the price had been paid. I kept bringing him my sand sized gravel and mostly complaining that I didn't have the chance to atone myself. At least I assume this is about atonement. I don't really know. It was just clear when I woke up that he had paid a price and me complaining about not being able to do it myself wasn't going to change the fact. It was kind of like "no matter what happens from here on our good or bad" the contracts been paid, so deal with it.

Really the point of this blog is that 1) I'm dreaming again 2) it happened pretty much after quitting a job, which is a good sign and 3) i'm clueless as to what the dreams mean.

ps if you know anyone in my family....don't tell them about quitting the job. they don't know yet.