the charmed life

God, I'm struggling to be grateful right now for this adventure that you and I are on. I see my friends adventure, and I want to know why she gets to lead a charmed life? Is she more obedient? Is she more faithful? Is she more anointed? I am in bondage and I don't know how to become free so that I can run wildly with you. Please give me wisdom on how to break this bondage that I am in. As I journey tomorrow to talk about your spirit and being empowered to stand for righteousness and your kingdom, will you protect us, guide us, transform us and love us. Thanks for this....it will be fun! Ok, so I like my journey afterall, and yet still look forward to the bigger journey yet to come.